The incoherent ramblings of a madman: blog

February 25, 2024

Happy New Year, all! I'm a bit late this year, but hey I've been busy. Just stopping in quickly to make some updates, I'll probably be back now and then but the next major change probably won't come until I apply for a new job and make this reflect myself a bit better. I need to find a way to hide my rambling blog posts behind a password wall without necessarily doing userauth, ah who knows. Anyway, changelog to follow.
--Removed "best websire award 5 years inna row" from index, you will be missed brave soldier
--Removed "worldawar.gif" from homepage, you will also be missed

June 3, 2023

February 17, 2023

Good morning. Well I might've accidentally lied about the new forum. It's all up and running technically, but I need to get the outgoing email account set up for user confirmation and yandex won't give me good feedback to my issue tickets, so for now the whole thing still isn't linked to anywhere, I'll post another update when that's fixed. Probably.
In other news not much is going on. This hinge girl talked to me about music for like 2 days straight then unmatched. Classes are going, they're not too hard but there's always a lot to do so my grades are fine, better than average maybe but they're still not what I want them to be so the grind goes on I suppose. I'm moving down to the hardware center at work soon. I'll still be at the call center as well for now, but starting next semester I'll probably be the most senior non-full-time person down there, so that's something. Idk I'm just chilling in a building between classes rn, just let the time go by for a while. It's that weird transitional time of year when you kinda just have to let things happen. I reckon I'll yee ya around.
Let me know I'm still alive.

February 5, 2023

Forum is now live once again! You may see some updates and changes to the overall layout and style in the coming days and weeks but for better or worse it does now exist. Go ahead and find it with the updated link right up there at the top.
Later skaters

February 3, 2023

Alright so new year new me I guess, I kinda broke the forum a while back while trying to clear out the spam that I allowed to build up, so we gonna start from scratch on that one. Hopefully by Monday I'll have that up and running, I'm gonna use a different system too because PunBB had terrible support I think it might even be defunct at this point. Anyways I'm in Intro to Statistics rn, big fun I know. My man Ziwei is chill tho, just sucks he teaches Statistics. Anyways thats all the updates I can think of or care to deliver.
See ya, sucker

November 14, 2022; 12:03AM

Well gang, it's been awhile. Doing school: thats going pretty good, but goddamnit do I hate online classes. My physical wellbeing is significantly better, well I feel better anyway; meanwhile my mental health is stagnant and/or declining, it's kinda hard to tell. English Prof. be dropping hella work on me, kinda lame. Big in the arts, I'm just cool like that, double majoring in a BA even, very classy I know. Anyways the site's back online now, it's late, gonna go to bed. Got the ole US History class in the morning. I feel like I have more things to say, but they're not coming to me; homie got me watching the IT Crowd, decent stuff. That's all I got. Oh! I gotta take two years of foreign language, so if you see me in approximately two years you should speak french to me (I heard you spent two whole semesters drinking wine) Ok done now
A revoir

June 3, 2022

It's official comrades, ya boi is goin to college. Hittin up the state school, well one of em anyway. I'm not gonna tell ya which one, but its not the crappy one and it's not the big one, so figure it out urself losers. What else is goin on. I read Inhumanity the other day. Not like the actual volumes but a collection of comics from several different series that tell the story of the aftermath of the fall of Atillan into the Hudson River. I was a big fan of it, very good, I reccommend it. One of the stories was from "New Avengers" written by Hickman and some other guy, that one really stuck out to me, so I bought the first volume of the series, I haven't read it yet, but have high hopes. Why does that stupid Panc! song play in my head everytime I hear that phrase; I hate it here. I saw the new Doctor Strange movie of course. I was very impresses, thought it had a decent story but honestly I was kinda more focused on everything else going on other than Wanda and America, I get they are taking the opportunity to bring America into the MCU, but she didn't interest me much in this. I thought the Wanda story was neat, and we can finally see like her 'true' power in this movie, but then again why was she so nerfed in the other ones when she can cleary be so badass, just write her badass and make up a reason she can't be there to defeat thanos or whatever rather than making her less than she is. Idk maybe I just don't know shit. Go on the forum if you feel the need to correct me, I'll see it at some point. The economy is going deeper and deeper into the shit. It's not even like we have the excuse of the pandemic anymore, I know it's not over, but everything is open and pretty much back to normal so we can't use it as an excuse anymore. Anyway I'm just rambling at this point. That's all I have to say for this one. Topple the bourgeoisie.

April 4, 2022

Alright. Well. Welcome back I suppose, I might've accidentally took a month break from this. And I mean a real break too, not a damn thing got done. I'm back now though, at least for today. Uhhhhhhh what's up. I just got the Atari thing working as well as it's gonna, you can try it out clicking on the sword up top. Ah I wanted to apologize to any of you who tried to get on here on the evening of the 30th, power was out all around town and my srver was offline for about 4 hours. Other than that I haven't had any problems since initial setup. I'm fucking lonely man. Shit sucks.
stay safe homies.

February 28, 2022

I'll say it. I didn't think the Euphoria finale was very good. I mean it was a fine end but theres still just stuff not answered and its very open ended. Like just end the show properly damnit. Ukraine is kinda holding its own a bit, idk how long it will last, but it seems like the Russians underestimated their power. So that's something. Fuck the Russians man, why all these world leaders gotta do stupid shit. I don't really know what else to say rn, have a good day stay safe.

February 23, 2022


That's right folks you now have a new place to talk to all your favorite and most hated friends. You can find it using the anarchy symbol at the top of the page. We have a few boards set up already but if you have any other ideas or requests you can send them in using the eMail gif at the top of the page. Go check it out. Right now. Cmon just a little peak. Anyways I'll be on there a bit if you wanna have a chat. Deuces.

February 7, 2022

US Troops are on the ground in Europe, Russian troops have mobilized on the Ukranian Border

That's right folks, you heard it here! These stupid motherfuckers are about to kill 1/3rd of the population and draft every goddamn newly 18yr old, I mean not me tho, I'm going to Canada, y'all stay safe tho. I mean I'm not necessarily one of these super anti-war guys, war has its place, but that place is not US troops in Europe because of some bitching. I don't think Russia should be trying to attack Ukraine, but that seems like more of a diplomatic issue than a military one when it comes to US intervention. The US left Afghanistan less than a year ago and I guess they just couldn't stand not fighting a pointless war, so we had to ship a bunch of our homeboys off to the other side of the globe to fight someone elses war. People are so worried about like preserving american jobs and stuff, but in my opinion it's kind of a wasted effort if we don't have any americans left to work because they're all busy trying to save someone from the Russians. Shawty got low low low low. Y'all ever seen Red Dawn? you should if you haven't. But like if this shit keeps going like this I could definitely see the Russians using Ukraine as a distraction and then dropping troops over mainland US. It would be pretty smart. Well i mean the national guard would probably shoot them all, then the DoD would do something stupid like drop a nuclear bomb on Russia, really fuck everyone over. The cold war was stupid, but at least then the threat of Mutually Assured Destruction kept everyone from killing each other. Nowadays I feel like we've lost that drive to like yknow, not blow up, so they'd launch the warheads and it would all be over. Nice sentiment eh? 2023 here we come. Only a month into 2022 and we're on the verge of another Great War. It would be fantastic if we could manage to elect someone with a brain into office, and I mean any office, I would kill for a senator with some sense(fuck that though abolish the senate too). The house of reps really has some promise, there's a good idea in there somewhere, the problem is that it's mostly moderates(which are useless) and the few radicals we do have are just insane like AOC. Just to clarify I think AOC has some good ideas, but she has 10x more WRONG opinions and says some of the stupidest things. What we really need is a Bernie, someone that actually has some "new" ideas and wants to change things for the better. Bernie of course is not the end-all be-all of good social policies, but he is at least and example of someone who is radical for the better and was actually able to gain the attention of the public. He's getting my vote thats all I'm saying. I'm just ready for a change. This two party bullshit just aint cutting it; another 10 or 15 years without some change and we're gonna be in the same place Russia is, stuck with a fascist bastard as president and unable to vote him out of office.

Wow. That was a lot of words. But hey, I'm in a class where we don't do shit, I've got an hour and a half to kill, so I might as well get a good long blog post out of it if nothing else. I think maybe tomorrow I'm gonna work on a mailing list or something like that, send a push notification to annoy you whenever a new blog post happens. I've also been thinking that starting up some kind og newletter would be cool, maybe like a monthly thing if I could get some other writers that have interests in the socio-political sphere. I think it could be legitimately informational and pretty interesting to read. IDK just a thought I've had, maybe me and a buddy can produce one as a test run, and if it's something that people would be interested in I'd be down to make it a regular thing, good for a resume at the very least.

That's all for today I suppose, wish me like on this Anatomy test. Cheers.

February 5, 2022

I would like to that that global warming, rather than being caused by mass deforestation and pollution, is caused by too many people turning on their ovens. This is of course ridiculus, but it makes me smile to think about. Turn off your ovens people

Rockstar games has announced that they actually are working on a new Grand Theft Auto game which is pretty cool. Its been way too long without any word on it but thats just how they are I guess. Still ahead of Bethesda so suck it Elder Scrolls fans...(JAM)

aw hell what else is going on ummmmmmmmmm. Its like 2 week old news but the president called a reporter a "stupid bastard". Thats pretty cool honestly. I mean the president is just like a guy, a normal guy, why he gotta be so diplomatic all the time he should be calling people stupid bastarts more often honestly. I'd have a lot more respect for the president if he did.

Yeah this one today is literally just the ramblings of a madman. I mean its the weekend man I'm trying to chill: you can't expect me to have like good, intellectual thoughts on the weekend. Well I mean I guess you could expect that but like I got work and stuff so like, just don't. I just watched this great video about the Linux PS2 kit. yeah. linux. on a playstation 2. WILD stuff.
mount /home/your/mom /home/ryanageyer

February 2nd, 2022

We are on the verge of war. Soon, I think, we will return to the rationing and the people will fall further into debt, despair, homelessness. All the while the ruling class, the bourgeois, the nobles, will profit and profit. There will be no end to the greed of out great oppressors, and war will only make them stronger. For nearly 100 years the US government has meddled in the affairs of Europe, Asia, South America. No continent has gone untouched by the vast militaristic embrace of the Great Union. And what for? It doesn't help us, we don't gain, nor profit. We send the poor young proletariat off to die, and the bourgeoisie gets richer.

Worse still, the economy is booming. The world is still in lockdown(well in certain places, the US never really locked down). The world has been away, consumer spending decreased dramatically in 2020 and 2021, but the stock market has grown to its highest level ever. How is this possible? We surpassed late stage capitalism. I don't even know quite what to call it anymore: I think we'll just call it the End. Anyways, the end is characterised by the fact that the average consumer, people like you and me in big cities and small towns no longer have any power of the stock market. If every working-class citizen went out right now and spent all their money on goods, it would make little impact on the economy. If every working-class citizen decided not to spend a single cent for the next month, It wouldn't make a difference. Corporations now have sole and complete control over the economy, and it will kill us. For centuries the owners have relied on the workers in order to make a profit, sometimes treating them fair, sometimes using them just as money tools, but they have always relied on the workers. We have a reached a new stage and the results of this new style of economy could be disasterous for the people of the world. No one truly knows where the next 10 years will take us, but I know where we can go. We MUST NOT sit idly by and let the world drag us further and further into darkness. If we the people truly want to live and prosper me must arise, me must revolt. The time is not tomorrow, nor yesterday, the time is now. Grab your family, your friends, your enemies, there is no time for fighting. We will take to the street, the cities, the villages. War is coming, there is nothing we can do about that. We can't stop war, but we can stop war-makers. And we must. They WILL kill us. Don't let them.

February 1st, 2022

This is the beginning of the blog. As of now it is 8:46 PM Central Standard Time. It is dark out and rain is coming (according to microsoft weather anyways). Today the site goes real, becomes tangible, a probably infinite piece of data stretching out among the vastness of space and time. Ah, who cares though, one day there probably wont be a single piece of data left, and all will have been forgotten. Sorry to get all existentialist on you but I mean that's just the way things are. If you don't like it or don't want to face your own certain demise, suck it up, say goodbye to religion, and live your life how you want to do it. I really mean that. Got a movie you really like? Think the main character is a badass? They probably are. Be like them. Go do your thing. Live you life. And if youre worried about hell and all that shit may I remind you: God is dead. I killed him. The only thing you have to fear is the powergrab of the bourgeoisie. Have a great day.